Monday, January 16, 2006
Damn it! I can't let it go!
Despite all the lectures about about the universe and my strong belife that the essence of life is "passing" and "moving" (hopefully forward)
I can't let it go!
My mom is going back this Sat. (in 5 days) and I can't let her go.
I just want to hold her and don't let her go.
Not that I want to spend the whole day with, no! no!
but I want to be able to see her once a week!
Oh so badly I want her!
Thinking that I can't ask for a hug again for a few years kills me!
We should definitely fill our immigration forms next weekend!
love you mom!
Despite all the lectures about about the universe and my strong belife that the essence of life is "passing" and "moving" (hopefully forward)
I can't let it go!
My mom is going back this Sat. (in 5 days) and I can't let her go.
I just want to hold her and don't let her go.
Not that I want to spend the whole day with, no! no!
but I want to be able to see her once a week!
Oh so badly I want her!
Thinking that I can't ask for a hug again for a few years kills me!
We should definitely fill our immigration forms next weekend!
love you mom!